Today I woke up from a bad dream where I was next to you, and you were so sick. That you could barely talk. I was all so worried about you but your smile to me in my dreams gave me reassurance as if everything was going to be alright. I think the me in my dream almost teared.

I wish I could tell you this in real life. Cause after waking up, for half a day I had the worst heart ache ever. I know you may never want to hear from me again, so I just asked our closest mutual friend, Amanda to take care of you. I know it may seem stupid of me for worrying, and stuff. But with random premonitions coming true, I'm not taking any chances. And I don't want you to think that I'm a psycho worrying about you too much either. So, I have all my hopes on Amanda to look after you.

Also, I called my parents tonight and out of nowhere they were criticizing me about the relationship that I was just recently in. Judging me and saying all the bad things about you. They even asked me why I didn't choose a girl from my uni. I don't know why, but I got so mad and I told them off, "because only she can make me feel that way!" My parents went silent. I hope that they realize, that you realize that even though we may not have been compatible or suitable for one another, but for a period of time, you were the only person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.

=) And with a smile, I'll end my post.