Till this day, I have yet found a girl like her. A girl who not only was the world to me, and still is, but also the girl who I've still been thinking about despite the years that's passed by. How long has it been? 2 years? Yet here I am still thinking of her occasionally, recalling historic events as if it happened just yesterday.
I was asked a question about what I liked about her. Back then, I gave reasons.
She is kind.
She is sweet.
She is nice.
She is comforting.
She is passionate.
She is caring.
She can play sports really well.
She can play musical instruments.
She can get really good grades in exams.
She loves being clean.
She loves being tidy.
She loves origami.
She loved the stories I wrote about her.
She loved the stories I wrote for her.
She loved the video I made for her.
She loved the drawing I drew for her.
She loved me.
She was everything to me.
But does liking someone really need a reason? Despite being so multi-talented, so capable, it was not her skills and techniques that attracted me. Not her looks. Not the way she stared at me. Not the smile given to me so many times. Not the jogs / walks we had.
It was because she is who she is. I knew she was the one for me. I didn't know this at first sight though, but I always felt that there was a kind of connection that links both of us. A thin string that would either stay connected or break eventually.
And I placed my hopes on that thin string, that small probability of love, or us being together. And I held on, till now, to the same string which is now connected to no one. nothing.
I suppose your reason for our break up would be "People are people and sometimes we change our minds". As true as that may sound, but my mind hasn't changed yet. No reason to. I chose you long ago. And I'm sticking by my choice. Not because of what you are, but because of who you are.
I have really no idea what I'm writing about. I'm just expressing as my heart feels like, without thinking of the structure of this post.
After watching Strangers Again by Wong Fu productions, I would like to quote a meaningful line from the short as a conclusion that I feel has a great impact on me after watching it. It goes like this -
"I think... that... if life separates us, and we end up in totally different places, I will always remember when our paths aligned for this period of time. And I'll be thankful for that. And hope that wherever you are, you will be thankful too. I think that's the best we can wish for."
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